Beautiful cuban man

by julia
(new philadelphia, ohio, u.s.a.)

The most beautiful cuban man, the only cuban man I ever met and I fell for him fast and hard. He was with me for a couple weeks then one day, he was gone.

This may seem as crazy as crazy can get, but I met this beautiful man in ohio at a gas station and when I looked at him I was melting and falling for him the minute I met him.
He was fun.
We watched movies together, rode bikes, just hung out.
He told me about his life in cuba,
some good, some sad, some scary.
I knew nothing about cuba and the way of life there.
It was like a whole different world.

I am from the u.s. ohio. I have always lived free to make my own choices.
We did have a language barrier, but we did what we had to do to understand.
We did both get frustrated over that at times, but it was ok. he told me "i love you julia" we made love, it was good. i knew his life was complicated. but I trusted every word he said, and then he was gone.
I am still very sad over this and it has been 3 months.

I am confused and just dont understand. I just want him to call me and I would do anything to touch him and kiss him one more time. "I LOVE yulian still" people say "you are crazy julia", I say "LOVE is crazy."