Letter from a Cuban man
I went to Cuba a few years back and met a Cuban man. I went back 6 months later and we had a week together. It was dancing and pleasure nothing more for me.
He was adorable and a soft soul...with a very serious side. He opened an email account and started writing. It fed my fantasy and appeased my bordom. Eventually I had to tell him to stop writing such flowery romantic letters... I read so much on this site that I was getting uncomfortable as I didn't want anyone playing games when I had been very clear from the beginning about what it was.
Still to this day he writes (although his emails have become more on a friend level. He says he still thinks of me often and remembers our time together with great fondness. (ya I guess...it was a great vacation for him!) Anyway sometimes I wonder if maybe he was one of the sweet special ones. Here is a portion of the letter he wrote after I told him to please stop with the romantic stuff. Any opinions? Do you think he's full of it? Anything sound familiar to anyone? Translated to english so not perfect.
After thinking about some little things I’m asking for a time of peace. I think things are perfectly clear and I understand it all perfectly well. I accept this great friendship that you offer me with all my heart and I want to give thanks to you for this great gift.
Its not every day we find a real friend therefore I will settle for this because I think it comes from the heart.
Thank you for the truth. Jxxx, I love you very much and I am really going to learn to be satisfied with friendship only. I know we do not have a formal commitment.
I think allot and that I can’t help and when I speak I speak from my heart I don’t have guilt and I know that we are not a couple but I would like you to know that I will always be there for you and don’t hesitate for anything please.
I hope to continue this communication and hope that it never ends, ever. You are very special to me and really want you to know that I need a woman like you who understands me just a little. The material things are not important what is important is the very real and deep feelings for each other. Dont be afraid of the things I say. I am a little bit of a philosopher of life and on many occasions not all people agree with me. Jxxx love before everything. You are an exellent person and I understand all that you mean but sorry, I cant stop thinking about you over night and that is something I hope you should understand.
You ask me to speak about everyday things but my everyday things have much to do with you. Now maybe I’m grasping to prolong these letters. But I think that they wont end anytime soon. This is the way I express and when I want go into your house via this route and say what I feel. I’m sorry but it's the way I can relieve my pain. This has been so strong for me that you indifference bothers me so much and I have to say more. My queen, I love you and I am also so surprised by this long letter that you sent me. I will never be upset with you just as long as you always tell me how you feel and if you ever change your mind. I say that because I think that I will always leave the door a little bit open for you. It makes me feel better although I cant kiss you or touch you or speak to you.
Today I am going to a concert of peace that has been talked about so much on television. I hope to take some photos for you. After we will celebrate a birthday of a co-worker.